all along, I knew that April 1st was going to be a big defining moment in my life for many reasons...I most assuredly did not believe that it would start in January...
and I am having a really hard time right now accepting any of it, even when I knew it was coming...maybe I thought I really had a few more months to accept it and when it came sooner than expected, kinda threw me for a loop, so to speak...
I am sad...probably more depressed...
you guys that know me, know I can cry easy but, right now I cry every day, many times a day...
do need to get over it, I do know that...
not sure where to go from here or how to accomplish what needs to be done...all I know is that what I am doing is definitely not working...when I get upset on how the dog chews her food, I think there is a problem there...
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