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do you think God has a sense of humor???

the last 2 days, I have been living in that depression commercial (you know the one that asks "who does depression hurt?" ) and I always feel more sorry for the dog that is just laying there...it is obvious that even the dog feels when everyone is in a funk...just look at me wrong and I will cry (& I know everyone that knows me will say hey you cry easy anyway...) but, I feel just well, depressed...why??? too much to go into and I don't want to bore anyone...

I said in January that one of my resolutions was to work on my depression more...think that just about every american has some % of mental illness in them...so, knowing that I am only hanging onto my everyday life by a very thin thread...I could (most likely) handle my own life ok, it is when all other sorts of stress is added, that is when I feel myself heading to a sort of "dark" place...I hate feeling like this...mental disease & or depression is so overwhelming...trying hard today to get over it...

so back to God...I would seriously hope he has a sense of humor, cause sometimes right at the absolute worst times, I see signs of "hey, thanks God for that..."

today it was that I was outside sweeping the porch, and there were several squirrels playing around our tree...not sure why it made me smile...

and then the present Tim got me...check out the picture of the pig...